Dear Daddy,
It has been 11 LONG years since I last saw your face, heard your voice, and hugged your neck. I miss you terribly. Life doesn't seem fair at times. Sometimes I wonder why you had to go so soon. Why you left 3 kids behind, but I know if it was your choice you wouldn't have left us. I realize that you are still with us in spirt, but its not the same. As much as I want you back here on Earth with me, I cant ask that. That would be very selfish on my part. You are having the time of your life where you are. You have the perfect heart now. No more suffering! Its all over Daddy!! Now you can breath without struggling,no more machines, and your free from all the medication. I have come to understand not to dwell on the word why! Everything happens for a reason. Dad, I believe your death occurred so I could live. As crazy as it may sound to other people, you know exactly what I'm talking about. As we both know, sadly, there are not enough organs available for those in need. You chose to go so I could live. Well, at least that is what I think.
You would be so proud of me Dad! I graduated high school with straight A's despite battling the disease. It was extremely hard, but I was determined to make you proud and myself. I was determined I was not going to let the disease turn me into a victim. Graduation was very hard for me, because you were not able to attend. You always talked about my graduation day, and if I made straight A's you would buy me any kind of car I wanted. Well, don't worry Dad, Mam-Maw stepped in and did that for me in your honor.
I'm starting to promote organ donation now also like I promised you. I'm working on it as much as I can. I have some plans up my sleeve. I do not want if I can help it, for another family to experience what our family did. No one should have to experiance the heart ache they we did.
The boys are doing good. We are all grown now, Brian is 30, Tyler 24, and I'm 26. I wish you were here to see the boys now you would be so proud of the men they have become. You now have a grandson! Brian, had his first child and its a boy! He named him Brandon. He just turned one. Brian tells Brandon all about you. You are his Papa. Dad, the strangest thing is Brandon, looks exactly like you. Maw-Maw pulled out some of your baby pictures and they looked almost identical. Brian is doing a great job raising him. You were right though Dad, Brian is getting paid back from some of the stuff he did as a kid. Haha I think its pretty funny if you ask me.
The holidays are coming up, which is hard on all of us, but we all know you are shinning down on us. We still leave your chair empty with your picture in it and some flowers. It just helps us deal with you not being here better. Well, I guess I'm going to end this letter with one of my favorite poems, and one of my favorite songs. You know how much I love and miss you, but I will tell you again. I miss you so so much. People say time will heal. It does in some aspects, but in another it makes it harder. I know you are being well taken care of, so that puts my mind at ease. I'm sending you a big hug and kiss from me, the boys, and Brandon. Here is a picture of your handsome Grandson!
Love Always and Forever,
Your Princess
The Broken Chain~Unknown Author
We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you.
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And although we can not see you,
You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
It has been 11 LONG years since I last saw your face, heard your voice, and hugged your neck. I miss you terribly. Life doesn't seem fair at times. Sometimes I wonder why you had to go so soon. Why you left 3 kids behind, but I know if it was your choice you wouldn't have left us. I realize that you are still with us in spirt, but its not the same. As much as I want you back here on Earth with me, I cant ask that. That would be very selfish on my part. You are having the time of your life where you are. You have the perfect heart now. No more suffering! Its all over Daddy!! Now you can breath without struggling,no more machines, and your free from all the medication. I have come to understand not to dwell on the word why! Everything happens for a reason. Dad, I believe your death occurred so I could live. As crazy as it may sound to other people, you know exactly what I'm talking about. As we both know, sadly, there are not enough organs available for those in need. You chose to go so I could live. Well, at least that is what I think.
You would be so proud of me Dad! I graduated high school with straight A's despite battling the disease. It was extremely hard, but I was determined to make you proud and myself. I was determined I was not going to let the disease turn me into a victim. Graduation was very hard for me, because you were not able to attend. You always talked about my graduation day, and if I made straight A's you would buy me any kind of car I wanted. Well, don't worry Dad, Mam-Maw stepped in and did that for me in your honor.
I'm starting to promote organ donation now also like I promised you. I'm working on it as much as I can. I have some plans up my sleeve. I do not want if I can help it, for another family to experience what our family did. No one should have to experiance the heart ache they we did.
The boys are doing good. We are all grown now, Brian is 30, Tyler 24, and I'm 26. I wish you were here to see the boys now you would be so proud of the men they have become. You now have a grandson! Brian, had his first child and its a boy! He named him Brandon. He just turned one. Brian tells Brandon all about you. You are his Papa. Dad, the strangest thing is Brandon, looks exactly like you. Maw-Maw pulled out some of your baby pictures and they looked almost identical. Brian is doing a great job raising him. You were right though Dad, Brian is getting paid back from some of the stuff he did as a kid. Haha I think its pretty funny if you ask me.
The holidays are coming up, which is hard on all of us, but we all know you are shinning down on us. We still leave your chair empty with your picture in it and some flowers. It just helps us deal with you not being here better. Well, I guess I'm going to end this letter with one of my favorite poems, and one of my favorite songs. You know how much I love and miss you, but I will tell you again. I miss you so so much. People say time will heal. It does in some aspects, but in another it makes it harder. I know you are being well taken care of, so that puts my mind at ease. I'm sending you a big hug and kiss from me, the boys, and Brandon. Here is a picture of your handsome Grandson!
Love Always and Forever,
Your Princess
The Broken Chain~Unknown Author
We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you.
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And although we can not see you,
You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.